For those of you that follow me,
it must be exhausting to keep up with my ups and downs.
I commend you for trying.
Since my divorce my mind races and most times
it ain’t pretty.
I don’t believe it happened to me
I can’t believe I didn’t do it sooner
I’m scared of being alone
I love the freedom and feeling independent
Did I mention scared?
Sometimes I dream I accidently drive off a cliff.
I had to take a class on dream analysis in my MSW program.
It doesn’t take the coordinator of the GED to figure out that one.