I had a bad day.
A bad, bad, no good rotten day. I have had a sinus infection that has given me hell, drywall still down in my hallway, I’m worried about managing my money, and all together I have been so down in the dumps that I had a hard time even getting out of bed. And I get paid by how many patients I see, and I haven’t had that much to give to anyone else. It is hard to help people with their problems when you just want to sob and say, “well listen to what happened to me!”But, it was my nest night, Stanley is at a beer meeting (you might see a theme here), and so I had to put on my brave face and pretend to the kids that my illness was making my eyes puffy. I almost pulled it off. I’m tired of looking like a mopey mess with them. It is hard to find time to wallow in grief when you have 3 children.So, that’s it. Today I wallowed in it. Tomorrow I am getting my act together and get happy.
I think my happy place looks like this
And woe be unto the person that tries to bring me back to reality. I will get my
and whoop some ass. For real, I would love too.