Today I am 40. Yippee.
So thankful to have had such a good life and for all that I have been blessed with as of now.
I am sad. I am trying really hard to get through these emotions, but the feelings of sadness still lingers. I know I should be thankful Pap released me to find and experience the true and real love. Yet, today I am sad for the lost, the lost of expectations, the lost of the so called dream, lost of trust, and the pain this loss caused.
I must remember to keep the gratitude mindset. I am thankful for all (all) of my experiences. This too will pass and better is in the future.
Moxie – 40 and effing fabulous!!!