Kittens, I’m a tad stunned right now. I just spent the last four hours writing a post and when I hit publish all that appeared was what I had written in hour one. The Universe is at work. Overtime, no less. It’s 1AM.
I have to breath that unfortunate event right out and hit the pillow. It’s a shame, a lot of good excavation happened in those words. And they’re gone. But the progress is not reversible. For a reason I don’t yet know, they weren’t meant to be seen.
The post wasn’t about needs. Maybe that was the problem. It was about an unexpected shift in plans, a chastising and significant growth. I’ll sit again at the keys tomorrow night and see what flows. It’s clear, based on all that transpired today, that I have to pay close attention to the signs. I’m being guided strongly right now. Pft – I’ve been guided strongly all along, I’m just really tuned in on the right frequency at the right time.
Stay close…it’s going to get really spicy in here.
Love yourself,
Cleo
PS: I’m sure I’ll have thoughts during the day and will take to twitter with them…please follow me. The button is to the right. Yep…just over there.
Sorry your posting last night was lost in the universe:) maybe it thought you needed a break!!
More fun living with My Genius:
At a neighbors BBQ last evening, of course he attended as he loves a party. All I can say that thank God my neighbors do not judge me because of his inappropriate behavior!! They are aware that he loves to hear himself talk and make not so funny jokes. Anyway, he was his normal, loud obnoxious self but this time in front of the CEO of my state facility where I am employed as a nurse!! And it is my good fortune that this person is a woman and best friends with my neighbor who was our hostess. No harm no foul. My question is, WTF was I thinking when I married this poor excuse for a man?? Was I drugged? Was I abducted by aliens that blocked my thought process for all these years ??
Amazing how clearly you can see the other person for who they truly are when the fog clears !!!
E,
Those questions are worth pondering. I don’t toss off my marriage to The Genius as a massive blunder, although it’s tempting. I chose to marry him. I chose to create a family with him. There’s meaning in those actions. I aim to find it. I can say right now, and I think you’ll understand, that I know how beautiful life can be since receiving the Pocket Call. It’s an extraordinary revelation.
I am so moved by the beauty of it all…
Love yourself,
Cleo
I got your long post – with the woman “by Marley” at the top? I was a bit confused by it – seems you had the bait-and-switch experience again, and you determined to stay home. While this must be the right decision, I hope you do get to go on your adventures from time to time when Genius is at the house with the kids. It’s absolutely none of his business where you are going, or with WHOM..
C,
Thank you, again for sending me the post, you goddess.
My life is an adventure. I sense that being here next week is going to be the greatest gift the Universe could bestow upon me. It’s already turning out that way because I am taking the wheel in my hands and driving the car, baby. Driving the car.
Love yourself,
Cleo